Got a rejection for "Fox-Woman" from Fantasy Magazine, sent it back out to Beneath Ceaseless Skies.
I worry that my stuff isn't weird enough, because I have been reading a lot lately, and most of it is pretty out there. I like most of it, but it's really nothing like what I write. People apparently don't publish stuff like the stuff I write.
I'm scared that I'll never make it. I work so hard, I send stories out over and over again...sometimes it feels like it's really for nothing. I'm scared that it's for nothing. I really want it to not be for nothing, and that's what makes it so scary. But I have to keep trying. It's all I can do.
I worry that my stuff isn't weird enough, because I have been reading a lot lately, and most of it is pretty out there. I like most of it, but it's really nothing like what I write. People apparently don't publish stuff like the stuff I write.
I'm scared that I'll never make it. I work so hard, I send stories out over and over again...sometimes it feels like it's really for nothing. I'm scared that it's for nothing. I really want it to not be for nothing, and that's what makes it so scary. But I have to keep trying. It's all I can do.
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